in2ebook Chapter 179 Is it as she guessed, she found her parents?
Chapter 179 Is it as she guessed, she found her parents?
Ruan Qingge paused for a moment and said tentatively, "Xiaoyue, I have found someone to decipher the letters on your swaddling clothes for you. I will go find them now. Are you willing?"
Xiaoyue was surprised: "Really?"
"Yes, it's my teacher. I looked up a lot of dictionaries and guessed that this phrase should be German. I have learned English, Italian, and French, but I have never come into contact with German. These letters may be your name. Teacher Lan's husband knows German."
Ruan Qingge had come into contact with Russian after entering college, so she knew that these letters were not Russian.
It was also that time in the restaurant when Lan Xiaoye and Xiaoyue appeared in front of her at the same time that she realized they had similarities.
The two have very similar outlines, especially from the side. Their facial features are a combination of Lan Xiaoye and Liang Yuanli. Therefore, Xiaoyue looks nothing like any of them, only their outlines are similar.
After returning to the capital after the New Year, she went to Lan Xiaoye's house and asked them to help her look at the letters.
I didn't expect that she really guessed it right.
It's German.
Xiaoyue was very excited, holding the swaddling clothes tightly in her hands: "If we unravel these letters, can we find them?"
Ruan Qingge: "Maybe, let's go, we'll know soon."
Riding a bike, Ruan Qingge went straight into the school.
Lan Xiaoye and the others haven't gone to bed yet.
The couple didn't talk much the whole day today. They were feeling very nervous, both excited and scared.
They didn't eat much for dinner. It was already eight o'clock. They guessed that Ruan Qingge would not come back today. The couple looked at each other, got up silently and prepared to take a shower and go to bed.
Lan Xiaoye had just walked into the bathroom when there was a knock on the door. Although he was almost sixty years old, he ran over to open the door at the quickest pace.
Seeing Ruan Qingge and Xiaoyue standing at the door, Lan Xiaoye covered her mouth, her eyes moistened, and she choked with sobs: "Child, come in quickly, it's windy outside."
Xiaoyue stared at Lan Xiaoye blankly. When she was trying on clothes in the morning, she felt that this teacher was very kind and made her want to get closer to him.
Seeing it again gives me a completely different feeling.
Ruan Qingge pulled Xiaoyue into the room, "Teacher Lan, Teacher Liang, this is Jiang Xiaoyue. I told you before how I met her. I brought her here today because I want Teacher Liang to help me identify the words on her swaddling clothes."
Xiaoyue took out the swaddling clothes from her backpack and handed them to Liang Yuanli with both hands, saying with hope in her voice, "Teacher Liang, thank you for your help."
Liang Yuanli looked at Xiaoyue seriously. She looked very similar to Lan Xiaoye when they were young, especially in their features and temperament. He took over and said, "No, it's not hard."
The moment Xiaoyue took out the swaddling clothes, Lan Xiaoye finally couldn't help it. She covered her mouth and ran to the balcony. Ruan Qingge followed her. Xiaoyue was at a loss. Did she, did she do something wrong?
After a while, Ruan Qingge came back with Lan Xiaoye. Lan Xiaoye sorted out his thoughts and said with difficulty: "I also had a swaddling cloth like this."
Xiaoyue widened her eyes, not being able to believe what Lan Xiaoye said. She then thought about how Ruan Qingge had brought her here on purpose, how Lan Xiaoye had specifically asked her to recommend clothes today, and how Ruan Qingge had suddenly felt like taking a bath in the bathhouse, and with her.
We specifically talked about her birthmark...
Xiaoyue covered her mouth. Was it what she guessed?
Lan Xiaoye told how he lost his daughter and how he had been looking for her over the past ten years.
After hearing this, Xiaoyue didn't know how to deal with her feelings and just placed her hands there helplessly.
She had guessed many situations, but she had never guessed this one.
Lan Xiaoye sighed: "If it weren't for this incident that supported me and Lao Liang, we would never have come back."
Those years in the cowshed were really hard. She had just given birth and was at her weakest. If it weren't for her willpower and her longing for her daughter, she would have died long ago.
Xiaoyue didn't understand the hardship at that time. Ruan Qingge said a few words to her, and Xiaoyue couldn't believe it: "Then, is it that difficult?"
Ruan Qingge nodded: "Yes, many people didn't make it and died, and some were left with chronic diseases. In fact, Teacher Lan and Teacher Liang were not in good health either. Teacher Liang contracted the cough at that time."
Lan Xiaoye looked at Xiaoyue. The child had grown up, but she had never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother. She felt guilty.
Xiaoyue also looked back. This woman with outstanding temperament was her mother?
And that man with gray hair and wearing a pair of reading glasses, is he her father?
Overnight, both her parents were born.
Ruan Qingge held Xiaoyue's hand and placed it in Lan Xiaoye's hand: "Xiaoyue, this is your mother, and this is your father. It's up to you to decide."
Maybe there will be hatred and a feeling of being abandoned.
But the environment at that time was really difficult to judge. She was not Xiaoyue and could not make decisions for her.
Because it was indeed a couple who lost their daughter.
Although they kept looking for her for the next ten years, Xiaoyue's heart was empty. She always felt that she was abandoned. If it weren't for Grandma Jiang, she would have died eight hundred times already.
Xiaoyue was silent. Lan Xiaoye and Liang Yuanli did not force her. "Child, we know you can't accept it. It's all our fault. We have suffered a lot over the years and have been looking for the person who took you away. But none of them told us your whereabouts."
After more than ten years of suffering, there are some things that Xiaoyue may only be able to empathize with when she becomes a mother.
After sitting for a while, Ruan Qingge and Xiaoyue left. Lan Xiaoye and Liang Yuanli saw them off and nervously invited Xiaoyue to come over. Xiaoyue looked back at the couple under the lamp. The years had passed. Not only did she not receive care from her parents, but they also lost their child for more than ten years.
I guess I have been suffering a lot in the past decade or so.
On the way back, Ruan Qingge held Xiaoyue's hand: "They are both reasonable people and will respect your choice."
Xiaoyue was a little confused: "Sister Pigeon, they were also forced to do this, right?"
Ruan Qingge sighed, "Xiaoyue, they had no choice in that era. Teacher Lan had just given birth to you and wanted to take you with her. As long as the family was together, it was worth it even if they had to suffer. But some people didn't let her have her wish."
If they hadn't snatched Xiaoyue away, with Lan Xiaoye's personality, he would have kept her company no matter how hard it was.
This was a child she gave birth to at an advanced age, her own flesh and blood. How could she let her grow up in someone else's arms?
No if.
What has happened has already happened, the damage has already been done, it all depends on whether Xiaoyue can figure it out.
Xiaoyue looked up at the sky: "Sister Pigeon, I will think about it carefully. I know it's not easy for them, but some knots in your heart can't be let go just like that."
After all, she hated it for sixteen years, but in the end she found that she shouldn't hate it.
It was because of that era that their identities were destined to be caught up in the vortex, and they had a hard time. After being rehabilitated, they returned to their original positions, but they were still trying their best to find her.