On the way to becoming the strongest, I first became a popular person.

Chapter 196 But I Don’t Like You

Shi Chu looked at Ling Mu's eyes calmly. The alpha's heart under the palm of her right hand was beating strongly and rapidly, like a drum, hitting her palm again and again.

There was a blazing flame in his eyes as he stared straight at her, his chest heaving violently, as if he wanted her to truly feel his feelings through his palms. The scorching temperature was transmitted from his chest, along with the alpha's burning sincerity.

He looked at himself earnestly and devoutly, but his erect ears revealed his owner's nervousness and uneasiness.

How come this happened just after waking up?

He was sincere, and this was trouble.

She gently lowered her eyes, avoiding his burning gaze, and said in a cold tone: "But I don't like you."

As her voice fell, the alpha's breathing stagnated, his vertical pupils shrank into a small dot, and the heart under his palm skipped a beat.

Pheromones gushed out of the glands uncontrollably, covering the entire room, running rampant in the space, venting their emotions, but only avoiding the black-haired girl on the hospital bed, creating a vacuum zone around her.

The room was filled with the smell of grass in the heavy rain, a sour and astringent smell after being completely soaked by the rain, with a slight bitter taste.

"why?"

Ling Mu only felt a little sourness in the tip of his nose, and his heart seemed to be broken into pieces by a knife, the pain was unbearable.

He suddenly stood up and leaned over, half-knelt beside the bed, put his forehead against the girl's forehead, and stared into her eyes unyieldingly.

Without any hesitation, not even a shred of hope was given to him.

Don't you like tigers very much? Why can't you like me?

In fact, he didn't like transforming into a beast in front of others at all. He hated others looking at his beastly parts, not to mention touching his ears and tail. Those actions would only increase his irritability and aggressiveness, and give rise to a desire to kill.

Therefore, he would never use this power unless it was necessary, but it was nothing in front of her.

He liked her touching his ears and tail, and he liked her being intimate with him after he transformed into a beast, so he used that power just to please her.

But why?

Is it not okay even though he is like this?

"why?"

He looked into the girl's eyes and asked another paranoid question. Her beautiful emerald eyes were filled with a layer of broken water light, her eye sockets were red, and the tear mole at the corner of her left eye was trembling, adding a hint of pity to him.

Shi Chu raised her eyelids, looked him straight in the eyes, and said seriously, "Ling Mu, I can't give you the kind of love you want."

Everything in the past has made her who she is today. She is no longer the same as a normal person.

She can sense other people's emotions, cry and laugh, and pretend to be like a normal person, but she doesn't love others, she only loves herself.

Liking and loving cannot be faked. She doesn't want to deceive other people's feelings, nor will she put herself in a difficult position.

"My love is very shallow, just superficial. It's the love that humans have for their pets, the joy that arises in your heart when you see something you like, but it's not the kind of long-lasting and sincere love you want."

"My love may be there one second, and it may disappear the next second. It changes arbitrarily according to my feelings, and it is unreasonable."

"Besides, I don't like anyone but myself."

True love is indeed a very precious feeling.

But for her, love has never been a necessity in her life. It is not even a pastime to pass the time. It is nothing.

She doesn't love anyone, nor will she place her emotions on others, centering on that person and crying and laughing for him.

She is a self-centered person who only wants to do what she likes. She does not want to be bound by the cage of emotions, nor does she want to bear the feelings of others, which is too heavy.

Since you have died once, you should have the final say in your life this time.

She just wants to live her life happily alone, soaring in the sky like a free bird. She will stop to look at the scenery when she is bored, but she will not stop for anyone.

The sky is the only home for birds.

"So, don't like me."

Find someone else to like. I can't give you what you want.

"I do not care!"

"I care, I don't want to hold you back, don't like me, it will lead to nothing."

For Sister Qing’s sake, she has explained it so clearly, anyone should give up when faced with difficulties, right?

"I don't want the results! I don't care!"

Ling Mu looked at those cold and calm bloodshot eyes and felt pain in his heart. He shouted at the top of his lungs and looked at her with paranoid and crazy eyes.

What is liking and not liking?

As long as she likes me, it's enough, even a little bit.

Just a little bit is fine.

Don't push me away, don't reject me, let me stay with you.

Hot tears flowed from his eyes, flowed across the beautiful teardrop mole, and hit her fair arm, blossoming into a crystal clear tear flower.

Shi Chu felt a headache when he saw the alpha in front of him looking crazy and out of control.

With her left hand, she grabbed the tail that was getting tighter and tighter around her waist to stop it from behaving strangely.

The other hand was still pressed straight on Ling Mu's chest, unable to move. Under her palm was the alpha's wildly beating heart and scorching heat, and her arm was burned by the other's tears from time to time, making her not know what to do for a moment.

She has explained it so clearly, why are you still pestering me?

Normal people shouldn’t just say goodbye, so will the next one be better behaved?

It’s troublesome. It’s really troublesome.

She felt a little embarrassed as she looked at the alpha in front of her crying like a sad big cat abandoned by its owner.

The tail in her left hand seemed to sense that her attitude had loosened a little, and it quickly wrapped around her fingers, rubbing her palm frantically, and began to roll around.

Ling Mu immediately followed and said, "Even if you reject me, I will still pester you. You know who I am. I will not give up."

He looked at her with a pair of misty green cat eyes, his tone was half threatening, half pleading, his ears were half drooped, and he looked pitiful.

"It's okay to treat me as a pet. You can touch my tail and ears. And, and... I can completely transform into a beast now."

When he talked about this, his eyes suddenly filled with shy tears, his neck turned pink, and his earlobes became red enough to bleed, as if he had given up, and he spoke hesitantly.

"I, I can turn into... a little tiger for you to touch!"

"As long as you promise not to reject me, give me a position, and let me stay by your side, I can change now."

He looked at the girl hopefully, his ears stood up nervously, the white fur on them trembling slightly, and the tail wrapped around her hand suddenly stopped moving.

The pheromones in the room also stopped running around and all gathered together, surrounding the girl, tightly circling her in the center, but they were too careful not to touch her. They just kept circling around her anxiously, venting their desires.