Chapter 441 "I'm fine."
Chapter 441 "I'm fine."
They separated before just to give each other a chance to try to give up each other.
Nothing changed after a while, which made Lu Siyao even more distressed.
"Wick, I have two kids, I'm married, and I'm older than you. I'm not your best choice."
He had heard this sentence many times, but this was his best choice.
Lu Siyao may have many shortcomings, such as selfishness, arrogance, indulgence, willfulness and unreasonableness, but in my eyes, she is unique.
There is nothing wrong with him loving someone, no one sets the standard for loving someone.
"You are not me, so you don't know what I want. Stop using your children as an excuse. I've said I don't care, but I can give them a better future."
of course.
Wick could give them a better education and material things, and he had enough ability in comparison.
"But that would be unfair to you. I don't want to delay your life."
His life was destined to be sad since the moment he was born, so he didn't care about having more sadness.
"My life is perfect because of you."
"Do not……"
"Listen to me, don't try to persuade me anymore, and don't make excuses for rejecting me anymore.
I have tried to let you go, but it didn’t work. So I came to you, just to tell you that I love you.”
The word "love" is a double-edged sword. She has experienced it and been hurt.
She was so scarred that she really didn't dare to go through it again.
"I'm sorry I can't be with you."
When I think of my previous life, that feeling of difficulty breathing comes back to me.
She knew that behind the love between two people were quarrels and hurts again and again.
They will experience falling in love, being passionately in love, and finally separating.
Most people go through this process, even if two people are in love.
So, how easy is it to make her believe in love?
Lu Siyao knew that she had a good impression of him, and there was no doubt that she had been moved at some point.
But reason can indeed prevail.
Wick was rejected again, and that look had happened many times before.
"Why, don't use the child as an excuse, I just want to know whether you like me or not?"
"do not like."
Impossible, she had clearly been moved, and this couldn't deceive him:
"Look me in the eyes and tell me that you have never been attracted to me, never liked me, not even a little bit.
If you really are like that, I will disappear forever and never bother you again, I swear."
This was his last chance, and hers.
Lu Siyao looked at him. The two of them were very close to each other, yet they seemed thousands of miles apart.
There is an unbridgeable gap between them, and they can never get closer.
"No."
Lu Siyao replied with two words without any hesitation.
Wick's eyes were red:
"you sure?"
"determine."
"Because of your previous husband? You still want to be with him?"
is it?
Perhaps only this excuse can successfully dissuade him from this idea.
"Yes, we have a child together."
"Do you love him?"
Wick couldn't believe what she said was true, but it did come from her mouth.
He tried hard to hold back his tears, which made people feel distressed but he couldn't show it.
"I still love him."
They experienced marriage and fell in love earlier.
Should I complain about the fate or the wrong order of appearance?
Anyway, who should he blame?
Wick is like a clown, performing a one-man show all by himself?
From the very beginning he was the superfluous one, he shouldn't have appeared or been moved.
If only time could go back, he would never go to that island and would never meet Lu Siyao.
He wouldn't invite her to his ranch or host a barbecue.
Or maybe even earlier, he had met Lu Siyao the moment he got off the plane.
She was sitting alone at the door of a coffee shop across the street, looking lonely and melancholy.
She came with a story, and Wick fell in love with her at that moment.
No one even knew who she was or where she came from.
Love at first sight is the feeling at the first sight, and he was sure that he was moved.
Lu Siyao thought they met by the stream, but that was not the case.
In order to find her, Wick deliberately extended his vacation, but without her providing any information, there was no trace of her at all.
Maybe she was just passing by, or he was hallucinating.
Later he even doubted her existence until that afternoon when he met her by the creek.
His heart stopped beating at that moment, but fortunately he did not give up and fortunately he waited for her.
So it's not that Wick is welcoming or talkative.
The one who falls in love first is often in the most passive position.
If affection fades away, it turns into "reluctance". Once there is a demand, the initial feeling is lost.
Wick's tears fell:
"Sorry to bother you."
He turned and left, and Lu Siyao's heart trembled.
He left, and his back took away all her thoughts.
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Back upstairs, Childhood is curious why Wick didn't come up.
"Why did you come back by yourself?"
Looking at Lu Siyao’s expression, it seems a little hard to guess. She should be touched, so why is this happening?
Those involved are often confused, while those who are not involved can see things clearly. This saying is so true. As an outsider, I found it difficult to understand her actions.
"he's gone."
Wick is gone?
Didn’t he just come? Why did he leave?
Childhood is a bit weird:
"What happened to you? Did you have a fight?"
Her expression did look like someone who had just had an argument, but it looked more like someone who had been heartbroken.
"No."
Lu Siyao's voice was a little choked, how could it be possible not to have sobs?
Childhood came forward to comfort:
"What's going on? Don't make me anxious, okay?"
When did Lu Siyao learn to keep her thoughts to herself? This is not her personality.
"It's really okay, just let me get some sleep."
She went to the bedroom and closed the door.
Tong Nian wanted to comfort her but she couldn't. She had no ability to solve Lu Siyao's current problem.
"Yaoyao, tell me if you have anything to say. Don't keep it in your heart."
My childhood was separated by a door, but I didn’t dare disturb her.
"It's okay, it's really okay, just let me get some sleep."
Lu Siyao lay on the bed, trying to stay away from this noisy world.
If divorcing Gu Jinyan was a pity, then separating from Wick would be heartbreaking.
She can give up her "little love" for the so-called "big love".
This is what people say one should do, and this is what a woman and a mother should endure.
Giving up Wick felt like a knife cutting my heart.
However, she could only pretend that she didn't care, and she didn't dare to show it even in her childhood.
Because of what?
That must be because I love you too much.
She can give up Wick because of love and let him find the happiness he deserves.
He can fit in better, maybe one day he will understand.
Tongnian was extremely anxious and had no choice but to call Lu Tingshen.
Over the years, she had called Lu Tingshen only a handful of times, and the last time was about Lu Xingchen.
Except for the Lu family members whom she cannot resolve, she will not take the initiative to contact Lu Tingshen.
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