in2ebook Chapter 369 "When will I leave?"
Chapter 369 "When will I leave?"
How could he possibly like her? The person in his heart has always been his childhood.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have deliberately tried to trip up Lu Tingshen and replace him.
Li Zhan's eyelids were drooping, which could only be considered indifference.
To him, Su Ningyue was just a pawn or an object for him to vent his anger.
After taking a shower, he put on his bathrobe.
He was still steaming and his hair was still wet.
Li Zhan looked at himself in the mirror and it seemed that there was nothing special about him.
He looked gloomy and no longer looked like his youth.
He used to be positive, optimistic and cheerful.
At that time, he still had goals, dreams, and motivation to live.
But God played a joke on us and our normal life went off track.
If his parents were still alive, they would also enjoy the wealth and glory with him.
If his sister were still alive, he would arrange for her to live a carefree life abroad.
He didn't seem happy to get all this because he was the only participant, no one witnessed it, and there was no way to share it.
Therefore, Su Ningyue was also the reason why he stayed.
Li Zhan wiped the water droplets from his head and walked out of the bedroom.
Su Ningyue sat on the sofa outside, but her purpose was unclear.
He knew that it was nothing more than something between them or some insignificant words.
In fact, he could have ignored it, but for some reason he wanted to listen.
When Su Ningyue saw him coming over, she felt a little complicated.
How should I start?
It seems like nothing can be said now:
"When can I leave?"
What nonsense is she talking about?
This woman is much simpler than I imagined. After entering this villa and seeing his face, can she still leave?
She may not know who he is, but she should also understand her situation.
Li Zhan walked over, took out a cigarette from the box, put it in his lips, and looked at her evilly.
His eyes were scrutinizing, like one of disdain or mockery.
Su Ningyue became less and less confident, and more and more restrained.
His eyes were cold and scary, especially when he looked at her without making any expression.
This is a kind of awe-inspiring power without even being angry, and it's really creepy.
The sound of the lighter being lit could be heard clearly, and the whole room was eerily quiet.
He took a light puff, then exhaled a wisp of smoke and raised his eyes:
"Where do you want to go?"
His voice was hoarse and cold.
Su Ningyue trembled:
"I...want to go home."
Family?
Does she have it?
Her rental house had been taken back a long time ago, and there was no place for her at her parents' house, so where exactly was the home she was talking about?
Experience the ridicule:
"Are you kidding or are you serious?"
He had already investigated everything about Su Ningyue and never did anything without preparation. This was his usual style.
He seemed to be able to read her mind, including what her subconscious reactions meant.
After all, they are 20 years apart in age, so according to seniority he can be his father.
But from the outside, they are not that different, especially in terms of physical strength.
At that time, Su Ningyue didn't know his name, age and all the information.
So much so that in the end, she still knew nothing about him, and everything he did was unfamiliar to her.
Su Ningyue was stunned:
"I can't stay here forever. After all, we don't know each other."
Her words were becoming more and more boring, and Li Zhan really didn't want to waste his breath talking to her.
"I saved you, so you are mine. It is my decision whether to kill or chop you up. It is better for you to face the reality."
Li Zhan stood up and walked towards the study room. Su Ningyue stopped him:
"Then what is our relationship?"
This is what she wants to say the most, but it's so roundabout and offensive.
what relationship?
Providing her with good food and drink is nothing more than a relationship between lovers.
But lover?
It seems like she is not qualified.
Once a man starts having sex, it's hard for him to control himself.
Although none of them came back these days, I could always recall the scene of that night in my mind.
That night, he seemed to have found a breakthrough, and even those who didn't like her could be ignored.
Men can always clearly distinguish between likes and physiological needs. This is human nature.
"It's ok."
He replied, "It's okay," but it felt like he had sent her to the eighteenth level of hell.
Su Ningyue is not a good person, but she is also a woman.
A woman's feelings come before her love. She has not fallen to the point where she can be humiliated at will.
She stood there in a daze, watching Li Zhan disappear from her sight.
At that moment she was really a little sad, even sadder than when Gu Jinyan wanted to kill her.
She doesn't love Gu Jinwei, and she doesn't love this either, so why would she be so sad when someone she obviously doesn't love says that there is nothing between them?
At that moment, she felt that she was really cheap.
Indeed, what kind of status does someone like her want?
She always wants to prove who will love her, or always finds ways to replace someone to realize herself.
She and Li Zhan are the same type of people, so she is harming others and herself.
After that, Su Ningyue started to live her own life. Isn't it enough as long as she can stay alive?
This is what she thought at first, so she stayed by his side quietly, hoping that one day he would get tired of her and she could be reborn.
Li Zhan said he disliked her, but his body was very honest.
He would go to her room every night, but would leave once the job was done and never stay overnight.
At first she was a little uncomfortable and always felt like a prostitute, but after a long time, she stopped resisting.
She couldn't escape the fate, and meeting him might be the biggest punishment.
Li Zhan rarely spoke to her, except in bed.
He would call her "Nian Nian". At that time, she didn't know who "Nian Nian" was.
He would also ask her to dress simply, especially light-colored clothes, and let her hair hang messily behind her, giving her a sense of purity.
At first she didn't understand why, but she didn't resist.
Is resistance useful?
If resistance was useful, she would escape at the first opportunity.
Apart from having to play a different person every night, she is free the rest of the time.
He would buy her gifts, branded bags and clothes, but none of them were what she liked.
Plain white is really plain, but she is very pretty and always wants some bright colors to dress herself up.
The life that I never dared to imagine before is now easily achieved.
Those bags worth hundreds of thousands of dollars were no longer so desirable to her.
Haute couture is just that, gold and silver jewelry seem to be more beautiful in the box than when worn on the body.
Everything in front of her was what she had once desired, but what she got now did not make her happy.
Are people greedy or fickle?
The life that I never dared to imagine before turned out to be so difficult.
She began to understand Lu Siyao a little, and also understood why she didn't seem so excited that day.
It’s as if nothing that is supposed to happen in life will decrease, and this feeling is often described as “hollow heart syndrome”.