Chapter 356 "I was married."
Chapter 356 "I was married."
Childhood was very shocked and said calmly:
"Do you know her?"
Yes, how can you say you love someone you’ve only met a few times?
But love has no reason or rules; love arises from a momentary impulse.
Wick's head was a little dizzy, he couldn't hold his liquor very well:
"It does not matter."
This is really the way foreigners think. No matter who the other person is, it is none of their business. Love is theirs.
The carefreeness that was impossible in childhood happened easily between them.
"Have you asked her?"
Tongnian was sure that Lu Siyao was not moved, because she had seen how she looked when she liked someone.
She really loved the previous Gu Jinyan.
But she really hated Gu Jinyan now.
Lu Siyao is a simple person and doesn't need to hide her emotions.
Wick fell into deep thought, which was the last thing he wanted to face because he could clearly feel that she had no love for him.
“That’s not important.”
unimportant?
Childhood turned around and prepared to go downstairs, but before going downstairs she reminded him:
"You can try to understand her first, maybe you won't be so obsessed after you understand her."
Yes, before a person becomes obsessed, everyone has filters, and those filters naturally help people avoid many problems.
Maybe the love he talked about was just hormonal desire and would not last long.
No one can love someone as much as they do every day for ten years, and of course no one can love someone forever.
Lu Tingshen also loved her very much, really, really loved her.
But now?
He didn't care at all, even though someone was about to take her place.
Perhaps he had known that he was going to die soon, or perhaps he was tired of himself as he grew weaker.
In short, love will not last forever.
Tongnian went downstairs, but Lu Siyao was not there, and Wick followed him downstairs.
"Yaoyao isn't here."
Wick frowned:
"It's okay, I'll go look for it, you take a rest first."
Childhood was a little worrying:
"I'll go with you."
"No need, I will definitely coax her back."
Wick is now able to control his emotions while being paralyzed by alcohol.
Lu Siyao would not go far. This place was deserted and there was nowhere else to go.
Wick felt regretful, after all, his wishful thinking had become a burden to others.
Not long after I walked out, I saw her sitting on the reef. In front of the reef was a flat sea surface and the wind was calm.
When Wick saw her, he felt a little nervous and moved closer step by step.
His feet made a crunching sound as they stepped on the sand, and Lu Siyao saw him.
He walked over in the sunshine, his eyes showing more lust.
Lu Siyao is not a fool, she can see his affection for her, but she is deliberately avoiding him, and she is the same now.
She is not ready to start a new relationship. After all, she no longer has the ability to love someone again.
Watching him walk towards her step by step, it was just like how she once walked towards Gu Jinyan step by step.
"I'm sorry, my attitude was wrong just now."
Just as Lu Siyao was about to leave, Wick stopped her.
"I was at fault too."
Lu Siyao was admitting her mistake, even though she didn't know where she went wrong.
If it weren't for her childhood and her desire to cure her illness, she would never have stayed here.
This is a one in ten thousand chance, and it is the only chance.
Lu Siyao was enduring it, and the feeling was distressing. Wick suddenly hugged her:
"I like you. I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."
His action shocked Lu Siyao. This was the first time a man other than Gu Jinyan had hugged her.
But she didn't reject it.
For so long, she lacked the right to be loved, and she once doubted whether she still had the ability to do so.
But Wick is superior to Gu Jinyan in every way, which makes people fall in love with him.
But how long can this kind of heartbeat last? She is married and has children. Can it continue?
Lu Siyao is not a love-brained person. If she was love-brained only that one time, it was enough.
Now she likes to be sober very much, after all, she has experienced love.
"Wick, you're great, but we're not suitable."
Lu Siyao rejected him, but he couldn't accept it. His heart ached at this moment and he tried his best to control his emotions.
A man's love for a woman is always possessive and it is impossible to hide it in his heart.
"Why? Why am I not good enough?"
Wick didn't understand that her concerns didn't come from him.
"I'm married and have two children."
Marriage?
Have two kids?
This was not guessed, and Wick naturally let go of her. It seemed that this was the boundary between them.
If I had known it was so simple, there would have been no need to rack my brains to reject him.
This is a person's label, and it's hers.
Wick saw that her eyes were evasive and said righteously:
"It doesn't matter. I love you, not your past."
He is right, everyone has a real past and it is not one person's fault.
"I am older than you."
Lu Siyao tried to correct his thoughts, and Wick said lightly:
"None of this matters, my love for you is everything."
What a touching sentence! All the obstacles she thought of were not important in his eyes.
The important thing is, does she love him?
To be honest, Lu Siyao was really touched at that time.
It has been several months since she left Gu Jinyan, and in the almost half a year, she has slowly gotten used to it and forgotten about it.
It’s not that I don’t love you, it’s that I let go.
Let him go, let go of all his mistakes.
In fact, the conflict between her and him was not because of Su Ningyue, but they had already had a gap before.
Maybe he was tired, or maybe it was because Lu Siyao had not learned to grow up.
She doesn't know how to love someone, she thinks love is about taking.
So, when the other party was a little cold, she didn't know how to win him back.
She was waiting, waiting for Gu Jinwei to change his mind, waiting for him to please her for love again.
But love does fade away, and that's their point.
Su Ningyue was just the fuse that accelerated the ending. Even if they really didn't have any substantial relationship, mental infidelity was even more terrifying.
Loving someone is like raising flowers. He gave up nourishing them, so love withered.
Lu Siyao didn’t think it was all the other party’s fault. After she had been quiet for such a period of time, she had also changed a lot.
She feels fearless because she is loved, but that may not be true love.
Just like Tong Xin, he found Xia Qian because he found someone who understood him.
This is how life should be. The happiness people talk about may not be the happiness that the person themselves experiences.
"Wick, you don't know me. I'm not as good as you think. I have so many problems, otherwise I wouldn't get divorced."
Yes, to outsiders everyone seems to have a bright and beautiful appearance, but in fact they are all unbearable.
He didn't want to hear those words. The alcohol was taking effect and he felt hot all over, as if he was high.
He looked at her, and for a moment he just wanted to kiss her.
Wick bent down and gently approached her lips. The sea breeze was a little salty, but her lips were a little sweet.
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