Chapter 344 "So good."
Chapter 344 "So good."
When I was a child, I felt dizzy and had no strength all over my body. Maybe it was because I slept for too long and had not recovered yet.
The door was opened, and Tongnian thought it was Lu Tingshen.
"Madam, are you awake?" It was the nurse.
The nurse went to call the doctor, and then many people in white coats came in.
They began to question and examine her.
"Ma'am, where do you feel uncomfortable?"
Tongnian was stunned. He just had a cold, so why was there such a big fuss?
"My head is a little dizzy."
Her voice was hoarse.
"Where else do you feel uncomfortable?"
She shook her head, but she was very curious:
"Doctor, what's wrong with me?"
"Oh, normal checkup, nothing's wrong."
Doctors who said this usually had a serious illness. She was not stupid so she did not ask any further questions.
The nurse drew a few tubes of blood, and then everyone left.
What happened to her?
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Lu Tingshen arrived quickly. He put down his work and ran to the hospital.
She had been in a coma for a long time, and waking up this time was like a blessing from God.
Lu Tingshen opened the door and came in, and saw Tongnian leaning against the head of the bed with a pale face, which made people feel distressed.
Lu Tingshen was full of wind, and it seemed that he came here running.
As he looked at him, the scene of the two of them quarreling before still emerged in his mind.
Lu Tingshen threw her on the road, and it seemed that this incident was not so easy to forget.
She hated him a little, but there were tears in his eyes, and she couldn't help but be moved.
Lu Tingshen took off his coat, thinking that the cold outside would not hurt her.
He calmed himself down, even though he couldn't control himself anymore.
He wanted to run over and hug her immediately, but she was so fragile and delicate, how could he dare to use force?
Lu Tingshen turned around and closed the door, tears falling from his eyes.
His forbearance was seen by childhood, and wasn’t she his weak spot?
Childhood wiped the tears from her face and watched him turn and walk towards her.
His eyes were filled with guilt and self-blame as he walked towards her step by step.
Childhood's eyes blurred, and at this moment she wished so much that nothing had happened between them.
She did not come from that kind of background, so she did not have so many worries in her heart and loved him wholeheartedly.
Lu Tingshen stood in front of her and slowly knelt down. His action scared her.
Lu Tingshen's knees were precious, but she was even more precious.
He lowered his head:
"Wife, I was wrong. I shouldn't have quarreled with you. It's all my fault. Blame it on me."
He said as he slapped himself, he almost lost her.
There is no cure for her illness and she will leave him sooner or later, so shouldn't he hit her?
Lu Tingshen felt such excruciating pain that even breathing was painful.
He didn't dare go home because when the child asked his mother, he felt like a sinner.
He is very successful and rich enough to rival a country, so what?
But it couldn't save her life.
Tongxue probably understood that his illness was not as simple as he had imagined.
She reached out and held him:
"Give me a hug, okay?"
What's the point of apologizing?
What she needs least right now is explanation and apology.
Lu Tingshen stood up and hugged her. She was much thinner and very light than before, so he didn't dare to use force.
Lu Tingshen buried his head in her neck. Her body temperature was higher than that of an ordinary person. The more this was the case, the more worried he became.
"Wife, I will never quarrel with you again."
"Ah."
The eyes of childhood are empty, looking forward, and the heart is empty.
It's not that she doesn't love him, but that she loves him too much.
But her love is divided into too many parts, and she cares about all the people in her dream.
But Lu Tingshen only needs her to love him, and this kind of exclusive love is really a burden.
"Do you know that you have been sleeping for a long time? During this period of time, I felt what it means to be worse off than dead. I can't live without you. I really can't live without you."
is it?
But he could have been away for a long time before, and he didn't feel anything during that time.
So, just listen to what men say.
"Where's Tiantian?"
"The children missed you so much and didn't know you had woken up yet."
If they knew that one day their mother would leave forever, would they be very sad?
Tiantian and Chenchen are the flesh and blood that fell from her body, so they are probably the ones she can't let go of the most.
"I missed them. I'll bring them next time."
"Ah."
Lu Tingshen helped her tuck her hair behind her ears, then looked at her carefully. Her face was pale and looked so thin that she couldn't withstand any blow.
Lu Tingshen looked at her, then gently kissed her lips:
"what about me?"
What about him?
Maybe he forgot how he treated her before.
For Lu Tingshen, that was a long time ago. He witnessed her going through the gates of hell and he went through torment.
But to her it was just what happened yesterday, everything was so profound.
Childhood's eyes don't lie, and it's very obvious when she's being perfunctory:
"Where's Yaoyao?"
Lu Siyao, she was the one who woke her up, so she wanted to see him.
Lu Tingshen paused, wanting to say something but stopping himself.
There was no way she didn't know she was sick, and knowing her, there was no way she wouldn't come to see her.
But now he didn't know how to explain what happened, and now was not the time to talk about it.
Lu Tingshen looked aggrieved:
"You just don't want to pay attention to me?"
"No, I just thought of her." People who lie will avoid looking at others, and she is one of them.
Lu Tingshen turned her face to prevent her from escaping:
"Look at me and tell me, do you still love me?"
He's asking for love like a child, how sad it is.
Childhood doesn't want to make him angry:
"Love."
She was also very cute when she lied. Lu Tingshen knew that she was still blaming him, so he didn't pursue the matter.
That incident has not yet passed in her heart, and there is still a long time to go.
Lu Tingshen pecked her on the lips:
"So good."
He let her go and went out.
He needs to discuss treatment options with the doctor, and the test results will be out soon.
Looking at his back, Childhood turned his head to the window.
She didn't cry, her tears had dried up long ago on the nights when he didn't come home, when he deliberately ignored her, when he abandoned her on the road.
Her tears have dried up, and love has faded over time.
People don't fade away little by little, and love is not destined to grow cold from the beginning.
Marrying Lu Tingshen is glamorous, but there are always things that make you feel helpless and powerless.
This proves the saying that when you live under someone's roof, you have to bow your head.
Everything she eats, drinks, uses and lives in comes from him, so she has no ability or right to control herself, including her own heart.
She wants to devote herself wholeheartedly to this family, and preferably devote herself wholeheartedly to him.
She was his appendage, for his use only.
So is this kind of marriage really good?
She needs self-respect and freedom. This kind of marriage makes her feel suffocated and she is almost suffocating.
In fact, Lu Siyao is the same as her, or most women who take care of their husbands and children. Marriage is like a shackle, and taking care of their husbands and children is actually moral kidnapping.
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