Chapter 135 "Yaoyao, happy wedding."
Chapter 135 "Yaoyao, happy wedding."
So, where did his childhood go? If she were still there, maybe he wouldn't have it so hard, but fortunately she was not there, otherwise those ugly things would have been exposed, and he didn't want that.
Lu Tingshen is also a human being. Behind his strength, he also has his shortcomings.
Ji Qing felt sorry for him, but she really couldn't help him.
She drove away her childhood but still didn't take her place. It's not that she was incompetent, but that she really couldn't do it.
Lu Tingshen would rather find another woman than touch her. She had no one to vent her pain in her heart for so many years. No matter how miserable he was, he was not as embarrassed as her.
A woman's youth was wasted in vain. Lu Tingshen knew everything. He knew she was waiting for him, but he didn't even want to turn his head back.
He didn't reject her explicitly, so she thought there was hope. He was just being affectionate to her for so many years, and he was pretending to be stupid because he didn't want to embarrass her.
But he knew that she loved him, and it would be the greatest embarrassment for him not to marry her.
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Three years later…
Childhood appeared.
She changed her name to "Chuxia" and now works in a gallery. She doesn't earn much and she is not a painter.
In fact, she didn't go far at all. In a small county town near Lido, she changed her appearance, cut off her long hair, and lived in hiding.
She first came to this place by bus. She didn't have much money at the time, so the house she rented was not big.
The environment in the county town was not as good as that of the Lu family, so she suffered a lot.
Although she had suffered in her childhood, these hardships were nothing to her, but she forgot that she was a young lady in her memory, so these hardships were also considered human sufferings.
Tong's painting skills were not that good. Of course, the paintings she had sold before were actually bought by Lu Tingshen. Otherwise, how could she have sold them at such a high price with her short memory?
She had Ye Mingxiu's support, so she really thought she was excellent and at least she could be recognized by others.
But she never thought that reality was so cruel.
She first rented a one-bedroom apartment and looked for many jobs, but none of them were suitable for her.
She didn't know how to carry dishes or sweep the floor, and no one dared to hire her because of her delicate skin and tender body. She didn't look like a person from this place at all, even though she was dressed very casually, her appearance was extremely outstanding.
In her childhood, in order to avoid being discovered, she dressed in a rustic way to adapt to the local customs.
She changed her name to Chuxia because she woke up in the hospital in early summer of that year and was reborn.
In fact, Lu Tingshen's people had been to this town. She found them when she went to the market to buy vegetables. Many people were looking for her near the hotel, and some of them were holding her pictures.
Childhood escaped the disaster by hiding in an alley.
At that time, she was pregnant.
Tongnian knew that she was pregnant, otherwise she would not have called Lu Tingshen. She wanted to ask him when he would come back, she wanted to ask him whether he wanted the child, she wanted to ask if she could still trust him, but time gave her the answer.
Lu Tingshen didn't come back, so she left.
Ji Qing was right. Lu Tingshen had no shortage of women like her. He didn't need to wave goodbye. There were plenty of women who could give birth to children for him. So what was she?
In childhood, she never felt that she was special, even though Lu Tingshen loved her.
Love?
She doesn't know either.
Maybe it was really as Ji Qing said, he needed to vent.
It doesn’t matter. Since she chose to leave, she will never go back.
Tongnian touched her belly, and the slightly bulging belly was her final bottom line.
Childhood loved him, even though he had hurt her deeply.
Tongnian wanted to give birth to this child, for him and for the Lu family.
The Lu family has been kind to her, and so has her grandfather. If her grandfather knew that she was pregnant with the Lu family's child, he would definitely be very happy.
Therefore, Tongnian was determined to keep the child and never regretted it no matter how difficult the future would be.
Yes, one can imagine how difficult it is for a woman to be pregnant alone.
Childhood didn’t find a job later because her reactions were getting worse and her belly was getting bigger day by day.
Fortunately, she had some savings, which was enough for prenatal checkups and delivery.
The neighbors saw that she was having a hard time carrying a big belly, so they found her a part-time job doing handicrafts.
In this way, she worked hard throughout her pregnancy.
Is it hard?
Of course it was hard. When her waist hurt in the middle of the night, she secretly shed tears.
Her belly was so big that she couldn't turn over. She had to go to the bathroom constantly at night and sometimes woke up from hunger. She was on the verge of collapse several times, but when the baby in her belly moved, she felt it was so real again.
Yes, as long as he is around, she doesn’t feel bitter.
Because the nutrition during childhood was not enough, the baby was born prematurely and met her half a month earlier.
It was a boy, a boy who looked exactly like Lu Tingshen.
Childhood looked at the baby in the doctor's arms: Grandpa, I gave birth to a boy for the Lu family.
She said silently in her heart, Grandpa, Yaoyao, I really miss you.
The tears of childhood flowed through the corners of my eyes, they were tears of happiness.
Yes, she has repaid the favor.
The Lu family gave her a new life, and she gave the Lu family a son. In the final analysis, the Lu family benefited.
The Lu family has done her a favor, and even if it wasn't for Lu Tingshen, it would have to be for the Lu family, so she doesn't feel wronged.
The baby's name is Lu Zetian, nicknamed Tiantian.
It was inevitable that the child would have the surname Lu, but she did not have the ability to register the child, so Tiantian never had a household registration.
Tiantian has been sensible since he was young, just like his aloof father, he never makes trouble or cries.
Other people would gain weight during the confinement period, but she was the only one who became thinner and thinner. The neighbor aunt would occasionally bring her delicious food because she felt sorry for her.
Her childhood looked pitiful, but no one knew that she was once the young lady of the Lu family.
They only knew that her name was Chu Xia and that she was a very likable girl.
The people in this town are so simple and honest, so you don't have to put in any effort to be with them.
Tongnian liked this simple life. Compared to living in the Lu family, she preferred the feeling of not being dependent on others.
The Lu family is good in every way, except that it is not her home.
Tong Tong wanted to leave the Lu family very early in her childhood, but she didn't leave because she wanted to be with him.
A woman can compromise for a man countless times, but a man cannot.
Lu Tingshen will never know why she compromises, so he is destined not to be loved.
When Tiantian was almost two years old, Lu Siyao announced that she was going to get married.
That period of her childhood was very hazy, and of course she wanted to attend her wedding, after all, it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
But when she saw Tiantian, she chose to give up.
Yes, she had finally left him and couldn't make the same mistake again.
Ji Qing and Lu Tingshen were childhood sweethearts, and her appearance was nothing more than another interference.
Tong Nian didn't want to be a mistress, and even less did she want to be Lu Tingshen's mistress. Ji Qing treated her very well, and that kind of gentle person should not be hurt.
So, I could only watch Lu Siyao on the TV screen during my childhood:
"Yaoyao, happy wedding."
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