Chapter 116 Reply Message
Chapter 116 Reply Message
When Su Jingsi finally came back to his senses from his extremely excited mood, his heartbeat gradually returned to normal, but some images and fragments began to flash through his mind, as if reminding him that he had forgotten something very important.
Su Jingsi frowned, trying to recall what had just happened. Gradually, a key detail surfaced - when he just received Ouyang Mengmian's text message, he was so happy that he completely forgot to reply to her message! This discovery made Su Jingsi's heart tighten, and he couldn't help but slap his forehead in annoyance.
A long time has passed since he received Ouyang Mengmian's message. During such a long time, he still didn't reply to her. I wonder if she would think too much! Realizing that his behavior might cause Ouyang Mengmian to misunderstand or worry about him, Su Jingsi suddenly felt a strong sense of guilt in his heart - he was so careless and didn't reply to Ouyang Mengmian's message in time. This was really wrong!
Su Jingsi walked to the sofa and sat cross-legged on it. He put his phone on his lap and typed a line of words with unsteady fingers: Sorry, Mengmian. After I saw your text message, I was so excited that I forgot to reply...
Just after writing this, Su Jingsi subconsciously stopped typing - seeing a text message sent by someone, he was so excited that he forgot to reply to the message. Is it really okay to say this? Is the emotion contained in this too straightforward? Even a fool would understand what it means, right?
All along, his behavior of loving Ouyang Mengmian was obvious, but Ouyang Mengmian seemed to be unaware of his love. Su Jingsi couldn't help but wonder if Ouyang Mengmian was repelled by him and ignored his feelings.
He could send this message out with all his might, and by doing so, he could indeed, to some extent, test Ouyang Mengmian's true attitude towards his feelings. But if Ouyang Mengmian really treated his feelings as he guessed, then by doing so, he would be cutting off all his escape routes with his own hands, forcing both her and himself to make a yes-or-no decision.
To be precise, the relationship between him and Ouyang Mengmian was still at the stage where he was too enthusiastic. Although he could often feel that there was a very subtle atmosphere between them, compared to a couple in love, they were still in a rather unfamiliar stage.
If he took the approach of being frank and outspoken, in such a situation, he would undoubtedly bring suffering to his own emotions and even seek his own death! Not only would this fail to narrow the distance between him and Ouyang Mengmian, but it would make her drift further and further away, and eventually abandon him completely...
This was something he could not bear and did not want to see no matter what. Su Jingsi deleted all the words he had written without hesitation.
Su Jingsi's fingers tapped his legs unconsciously, trying to think of how to reply to Ouyang Mengmian. After thinking for a long time, he was almost heartbroken, and then he left a few words on the phone screen: OK, I know.
After writing this, Su Jingsi fell into a new dilemma: Was he too simple in writing this way? He waited so long to reply to Ouyang Mengmian, and when he did, he only replied to her with a few cold words - would Ouyang Mengmian think he was too arrogant and disrespectful, and be completely disappointed in him from the bottom of her heart?
If Su Jingsi wrote some passionate words to express his emotions, he was afraid that Ouyang Mengmian would be scared off; if he simply replied, he was afraid that his expression would be too simple and cause Ouyang Mengmian to have unnecessary misunderstandings - Su Jingsi never thought that one day he would find himself in a dilemma because of sending a message.
Thinking that he hadn't seen Ouyang Mengmian for a long time, and didn't know if she was at home or on her way to the bar. Since he wouldn't be satisfied no matter how he sent this message, he might as well not send anything and just call her directly. Suddenly, the longing came like a tide, and Su Jingsi suddenly wanted to hear Ouyang Mengmian's voice.
In order to communicate with Ouyang Mengmian in the best condition, Su Jingsi made careful preparations.
He first drank a few sips of water to moisten his throat, so that his voice could sound clearer; then, he closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, silently cheering himself up, and repeatedly rehearsed in his mind what he would say to Ouyang Mengmian later. After doing all this, Su Jingsi finally dialed Ouyang Mengmian's mobile number.
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