The Legend of the Medical Concubine

Chapter 295 Contradictory Struggle

In the days that followed, Su Yifeng's heart was like a stormy ocean, turbulent, full of contradictions and struggles. He lay in the room, looking at the sky outside the window, but his thoughts drifted far away, drifting to the woman who made his heart beat - Lin Ruoxue.

Whenever he thought of Lin Ruoxue, a warm current surged in his heart, an indescribable feeling. He knew that his feelings for Lin Ruoxue had gone beyond gratitude, it was a deep admiration. However, he didn't know how to express this feeling. He was afraid that his confession would be rejected and that he was afraid of destroying their existing relationship. He didn't know whether Lin Ruoxue felt the same way about him, and this uncertainty made him fall into deep pain.

He kept asking himself in his heart: "What should I do? What kind of feelings does Ruoxue have for me? If I confess my feelings to her, will she stay away from me? But if I don't say it, how should I deal with this feeling?" Every question was like a heavy stone, pressing on his heart and making him breathless.

At night, the moon was high in the sky, casting a silver glow. Su Yifeng sat alone in front of the window, looking at the beautiful scenery in the yard, but his heart was full of sorrow. His eyes revealed a kind of confusion and helplessness, like a child lost in the dark. He sighed softly, the contradictions and struggles in his heart made him unable to calm down.

"I really like her. I like her gentleness, her determination, and everything about her. But I am so cowardly that I dare not even express my feelings." Su Yifeng's heart was filled with self-blame and helplessness.

At this moment, Lin Ruoxue suddenly appeared in the yard. Her figure looked particularly beautiful in the moonlight, like a fairy descending to the world. When Su Yifeng saw her, he was flustered. He didn't know how to face her, and didn't know what to say.

"Yifeng, why haven't you slept yet?" Lin Ruoxue asked. Her voice was gentle and pleasant, like the sound of nature.

Su Yifeng looked at Lin Ruoxue, and a surge of courage surged in his heart. He decided to confess his feelings to her, no matter what the result was, he didn't want to keep it secret any longer.

"Miss Ruoxue, I have something to say to you." Su Yifeng's voice trembled a little, and his heartbeat also accelerated instantly. It was as if there was a drum beating in his heart, and he was so nervous that he could hardly breathe.

Lin Ruoxue was slightly stunned and said, "What? Go ahead." There was a hint of curiosity and anticipation in her eyes.

Su Yifeng took a deep breath and said, "Miss Ruoxue, I like you. From the moment you saved me, I fell in love with you. I don't know if you have any feelings for me, but I want to tell you that my feelings are sincere." His eyes were full of anticipation and nervousness, as if he was waiting for the verdict of fate.

Lin Ruoxue was flustered when she heard Su Yifeng's words. She had never thought that Su Yifeng would have such feelings for her. Her heart was full of contradictions and entanglements, and she didn't know how to respond to him.

"Yifeng, don't talk nonsense. You are still very weak and need to rest well." Lin Ruoxue said, with a hint of panic and uneasiness in her voice.

Su Yifeng looked at Lin Ruoxue, his eyes full of disappointment. "Miss Ruoxue, do you dislike me?" His voice was full of pain and helplessness. He felt as if his heart was tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and the pain was unbearable.

Lin Ruoxue was silent for a moment and said, "Yifeng, I am very grateful for your feelings for me. But now is not the time to talk about this. You have to take care of your health first, and we can talk about other things later." There was a hint of determination and helplessness in her eyes.

Su Yifeng looked at Lin Ruoxue, his heart full of helplessness. He knew that what Lin Ruoxue said made sense, but his heart was still full of loss. He sighed softly and said, "Okay, I know. I will take good care of my body." His voice was full of frustration and disappointment.

On this quiet night, Su Yifeng's heartbeat was like the stars in the night sky, flickering with a faint light. And the feelings between him and Lin Ruoxue became more complicated and elusive in this subtle atmosphere.

Su Yifeng quietly watched Lin Ruoxue's back as she left, feeling lonely. He wondered if he was too impulsive, and if he should wait until he was fully recovered before confessing his feelings. But he couldn't help but worry, did Ruoxue's rejection of him mean that she didn't have any feelings for him at all?

His thoughts were like a tangled mess, he couldn't sort it out and couldn't cut it off. He began to recall every moment he had with Lin Ruoxue, and every moment was like a movie playing in his mind. Her smile, her gentle words, her focused expression on the operating table, all made his heart beat. He couldn't help but ask himself, is this relationship going to end in vain?

Su Yifeng felt an unprecedented confusion and helplessness. He didn't know how to face Lin Ruoxue next, whether to continue to like her silently or try to let go of this feeling. He was afraid that if he confessed again, he would be rejected more firmly, but if he didn't try, he was unwilling to miss it.

"Maybe I should be braver, but I'm afraid of causing trouble to her." Su Yifeng murmured to himself. He looked at the bright moon outside the window, and the sadness in his heart was like the moonlight, spreading all over the room. He didn't know how to go in the future, but he knew that his feelings for Lin Ruoxue were deeply rooted in his heart and could not be erased.