Chapter 144 Lin Ruoxue's lonely memories
Chapter 144 Lin Ruoxue's lonely memories
Lin Ruoxue sat in her exquisite boudoir, everything around her seemed so familiar, yet so strange. Ever since the news of Nangong Yi's wedding came, her world seemed to be shrouded in a thick haze, and the laughter and joy of the past had been replaced by silence and tears.
Her eyes fell on a corner of the room, where there was an ancient zither with exquisite patterns carved on it, which she and Nangong Yi had chosen together. Whenever she stroked the strings, she could always think of Nangong Yi listening attentively, his eyes full of appreciation and love.
"Ruoxue, your piano playing is like the sound of nature, which always makes me forget the troubles of the world." Nangong Yi's voice seemed to still echo in her ears, so clear, yet so distant.
Lin Ruoxue gently stroked the strings of the zither, tears welling up in her eyes. She murmured to herself, "Brother Yi, why are you so cruel to leave me alone?"
She was afraid that the sound of the piano would bring back more memories and make her unable to bear the heavy emotions, so she slowly withdrew her hand.
As night fell, Lin Ruoxue sat alone at the dining table. There were exquisite dishes in front of her, but she couldn't eat at all. She thought of the time when she had dinner with Nangong Yi. They always ate and talked, sharing each other's joys and sorrows.
"Ruoxue, try this, it's your favorite." Nangong Yi always picked food for her so carefully, his smile was warm and sincere.
Now, that seat was empty, no one picked food for her anymore, no one shared life with her anymore. Lin Ruoxue's heart was filled with loneliness and loss, she felt as if she had been forgotten by the whole world.
She sighed softly: "In this world, without Brother Yi's company, everything becomes so boring."
Late at night, Lin Ruoxue lay in bed, unable to fall asleep. Her mind kept replaying every bit of her time with Nangong Yi, and those sweet moments were like sharp blades, cutting her heart again and again.
"Why? Why do you want to leave me?" Lin Ruoxue's tears soaked the pillow, and there was a hint of sob in her voice.
She didn't understand why fate played such a trick on her and took away the person she loved most. She felt as if she was abandoned in an endless darkness and could not find a way out.
When Lin Ruoxue was the most lonely and helpless, her good friend Liu Mei came to her side. Liu Mei's eyes were full of worry and sympathy. She gently held Lin Ruoxue's hand and tried to give her some comfort.
"Ruoxue, I know you are sad, but please believe that time will heal everything." Liu Mei's voice was soft but firm.
Lin Ruoxue held Liu Mei's hand tightly, with a trace of confusion in her eyes: "Mei'er, I don't know if I can get out of this shadow."
Liu Mei gently wiped Lin Ruoxue's tears and said softly: "Ruoxue, you can do it. You are a strong woman, you will definitely be able to get through this difficult time. Think about the good times we once spent together, you can't keep immersing yourself in sadness."
Lin Ruoxue nodded slightly: "Mei'er, you are right, but how can I dissipate the pain in my heart?"
Liu Mei thought for a moment and said, "Ruoxue, why don't we go out for a walk and relax, maybe it will make you feel better."
With Liu Mei's company and encouragement, Lin Ruoxue began to try to face her own heart and face this world without Nangong Yi. She knew that she needed to stand up bravely, for herself and for those who cared about her.
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