in2ebook Chapter 261 Destined
Chapter 261 Destined
Star was roasting by the campfire, feeling mixed emotions, some happy, some sad, but it was always just a feeling.
The firelight flickered on his hands. Star looked at the campfire, and the firelight also danced on his face. In this situation, they both felt very lonely.
Star looked at the firelight. It seemed as if there was someone in the firelight smiling at him and waving. So Star also waved like her.
They had been like friends, but she was no longer with him, and it was unbecoming of a prince to grieve over a servant girl.
Time is like the tide, it brings everything and also takes away everything. Ultimately, it all depends on one's own heart.
Star was roasting a fire. The sky had already darkened. The insects in the jungle were noisy, and there were also the sounds of many animals chasing each other in search of food.
"In this jungle, it seems that even at night it is not very safe. Is this the reality?" Star asked himself.
All these current experiences were feelings he had never had before, but Star was able to quickly get used to this gap, and his mentality was also relatively good. I wonder if he also understood that this was only a fourteen-day trip?
Maybe, but for Star, he should just make the best of it. Complaining will not change anything and will only make him more irritable, which is not worth it.
Angry? Who am I angry at? What's the point? What can I change? These questions popped up in Star's mind. In the past few months of life outside the palace, Star gradually understood a lot.
It turns out that the world is not as big as the imperial palace. Beyond it is a much larger sky. The sky is as wide as the earth, and all things complement each other.
However, when one is alone at night or without company, it is hard not to be reminded of the past by the things he sees, unless he has never had any friends from the beginning, but this does not seem realistic.
Star was stunned, enjoying the loneliness and comfort at the same time. "What do these experiences want to teach me?" Such questions appeared in Star's mind.
So he began to think, 'Since everything has an end, what is the meaning of its existence? '
Star thought for a while, 'Life? Suffering? It seems that none of them are true. These are inexplicable, right?'
Star was silent. It was like a difficult problem to prove that 1+1 equals 2.
数学的起点源于1+1等于2，1+2等于3。
Then the origin of life comes from the sea.
"But what is the meaning of life?" Star didn't understand and tried to find the answer by himself.
If we want to understand a question, we have to mention the Creator. 'Since animals exist to fill the stomachs of other animals, would everything be different if they were not born?'
This seems to be able to solve the problem fundamentally. For the eaten party, if it no longer produces offspring, then its natural enemies can reduce their food sources.
A question arises: if when an animal is born, its future is to be drained of everything by its natural enemies, then not giving birth is also a kind of negotiation, and becoming the last generation to suffer, which does not seem to be a bad thing.
When all animals can live in harmony, it seems that everything will be different. Of course, this situation is impossible, and carnivores will not eat grass just because there is less meat.
(Note: This only represents the view of the food chain)
Then Star had another question that he didn't understand, 'So, what is the meaning of my existence? ' Star asked himself?
This question is very tricky. What is the meaning of a person's existence? Some people are born to serve as a foil to others.
So when a person reflects on himself, when he asks himself the meaning of his existence, he will definitely be confused and confused at first.
Because, if he really knew, then he wouldn't ask, or he wouldn't want to know, this kind of thing seems meaningless?
After all, it exists and is reasonable, so they don't think about this problem, which is of no help to them.
If Zengjun were asked to think about this question, it could probably be summed up in one sentence: Just be yourself.
But Sita is not Zengjun, and he can't let go of so many things at once. His life is different. He was born in the palace, and it seems that he will have to participate in a struggle and protection of the emperor for the rest of his life.
For Star, this world is neither good nor bad, because the moment he ran out of the palace, his entire worldview was destined to change.
This world will actively and passively teach Star a lot. For example, Star is not the center of this world, and this world does not revolve around him.
It turns out that men and women in this world can live in harmony, unlike in the palace, where the only differences are in appearance and body shape.
This world is big. Outside the palace, there is an even bigger world. However, it is not safe there.
Star thought, everything is so magical, it exists irrationally and reasonably, this world is like a string of wrong codes, but it can run normally.
Star sat there for a while and felt a little sleepy. The flame in the campfire had become smaller.
Star added a lot of firewood to the campfire, and then climbed up to the simple shelter that he had prepared for a long time.
Star was lying on the uneven banana leaves. It was not the banana leaves that had a problem, but the padding underneath them.
It is a simple mat made of crisscrossed wooden sticks, which gives it an uneven feeling. Fortunately, it is suitable for sleeping, but it is a little uncomfortable. Needless to say, it is a complete failure compared to a bed.
Star supported his head with his hands and lay on his side, looking at the gradually burning flames in the campfire. Star could feel the warmth even though he was there.
"What does that warmth mean? Does it mean that my future will soar into the sky like that flame?" Star closed his eyes and thought.
Then Star curled his lips and laughed in his heart, "Oh, how is that possible? One pair is enough for me, but two pairs are not impossible. That way I can be on par with my brother, right?"
Star twisted his body to make himself as comfortable as possible, and continued to fantasize, "Maybe I will have a chance to become a six-winged being, as dazzling as my father. If I become a six-winged being, everyone in the world will give me some respect, right?"
Star closed his eyes and fantasized about those fantasies that seemed unrealistic. But when he thought that he might have six wings, his heart paused. Should he agree or deny it?
Star closed his eyes and gradually fell asleep, while the bonfire burned brighter and brighter. The flames swayed in the breeze, flickering as if nodding and shaking their heads.
Perhaps Star will one day become a six-winged being. Everything will seem to be destined. But because it is destined, Star's ending cannot be changed.