in2ebook Chapter 192 There is no need to hurt the companions around you
Chapter 192 There is no need to hurt the companions around you
"As you follow the guidance of this bead and step into the environment within the mirror, you will personally experience those past memories and be filled with curiosity about everything that will unfold before your eyes."
"I'm wondering what kind of memory it is that I'm trying so hard to seal away."
"However, now that I have reached this point, I already know exactly what decision I will make and what the final outcome will be."
Dai Yan had a bitter smile on her face and murmured softly.
Shu Wanwan stood quietly at the side, silent.
Because she and Dai Yan have a telepathic connection, she can know what Dai Yan is thinking deep in her heart at this moment without words.
Endless regret surged like a tide, wrapping her heart tightly.
And the self-blame that she could never let go of and could never forgive herself was like a heavy shackle that made it almost impossible for her to breathe.
Dai Yan pretended to be calm and tried to make her voice sound more relaxed.
"But it doesn't matter. After all, this bead will help us complete the rest of the story."
Then she paused for a moment, sorted out her emotions, and then continued speaking.
"This bead actually still contains some memories, and these memories belong to Lu Zhaoxue."
"In her memory world, she recounted the subsequent developments."
Shu Wanwan listened to Dai Yan quietly and noticed that something was wrong with Dai Yan's mood.
From the moment they stepped into the illusion in the mirror, time seemed to freeze, and Dai Yan always stayed by Shu Wanwan's side.
Shu Wanwan stared at Dai Yan's slightly haggard face, and an indescribable feeling surged in her heart.
She looked carefully at the originally delicate face, trying to catch a hint of tiredness in Dai Yan's pretended relaxed expression.
"Are you very tired?"
Shu Wanwan asked softly, her voice as gentle as the breeze blowing across the lake.
Being in this illusion, all you can see is the constantly changing scene in front of you, and your perception of the passage of time is not clear.
However, Shu Wanwan suddenly realized at this moment that all this dream-like dream could be maintained thanks to Dai Yan's silent support behind her.
Dai Yan shook her head slightly, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, like a flower blooming in spring.
"It's okay, let's continue."
As soon as she finished speaking, she raised her hand, ready to wave her sleeve as before to change the scene before her.
But at this moment, Shu Wanwan quickly reached out and held Dai Yan's arm steadily.
"Go out first. We'll come back in after you recover."
When her fingertips touched Dai Yan's cold skin, a strong feeling came over her heart.
——Dai Yan’s spiritual power is already on the verge of exhaustion.
Dai Yan still shook her head stubbornly and was about to explain something, but Shu Wanwan spoke first.
"It's okay. We've learned enough information this time."
"I think there are some things that might be worth investigating first..."
"But after this time, I don't know when I will be able to support such a large environment again."
A bitter smile appeared on Dai Yan's lips. She knew it very well in her heart, although she had been trying her best to hold on.
But maintaining the illusion for so long has exhausted her spiritual power, and it is about to run out.
However, if she chooses to go out at this moment, the problem facing Dai Yan will not be simple.
That is, she had no idea whether she had enough courage to face those painful memories that had tortured her and made her feel unbearable.
Every memory was like a sharp dagger, piercing her heart mercilessly.
Every bit of memory was like a surging tide, constantly impacting the shaky defense line deep in her heart.
She was a little scared.
If it happens again, can I really bear it all?
Will I completely collapse and fall into an abyss of no return if I am touched by the pain of the past again?
This deep fear entangled her, making it difficult for her to take this step.
So she didn't dare to retreat.
"There's still a long way to go, there's no need to rush."
Shu Wanwan gently supported Dai Yan's shaky body, and at the same time began to mobilize her own spiritual power, preparing to leave this place.
However, at this moment, Dai Yan suddenly reached out and grabbed Shu Wanwan's wrist tightly.
Shu Wanwan was slightly startled, then her expression became serious, and she looked straight at Dai Yan.
At that moment, it seemed as if time had stopped, and an indescribable atmosphere filled the air between the two of them.
And from Dai Yan's eyes, Shu Wanwan seemed to have seen through what the other party wanted to do next.
“There’s really no need for this…”
Shu Wanwan slowly shook her head, then turned away and no longer looked at Dai Yan.
But her hands did not stop moving, and she continued to circulate the spiritual power in her body.
"It's not worth hurting the people around me just to find out what happened in the past."
"Even if this damage can be healed over time."
"It shouldn't be like this."
Shu Wanwan said softly, her tone calm and it was hard to tell what her mood was.
When Dai Yan heard it, she vaguely felt that Shu Wanwan was choking, and she didn't know if it was an illusion.
"I was too willful and didn't consider your situation." Shu Wanwan continued.
"Regardless of whether your spiritual power has recovered or not, the more important thing is that you accept all of this from your heart."
"It's all my fault for not thinking it through."
"Let's... wait until you've accepted everything that happened in the past and come back in."
Shu Wanwan turned her head, tears indeed in the corners of her eyes, but she was smiling brightly.
Dai Yan bit her lip and couldn't control her tears.
She knew that Shu Wanwan was right. The inner obsession had to be reconciled eventually. Saying too much was just deceiving herself.
"I understand. Next time...next time I will definitely be prepared."
Dai Yan stretched out her fingertips and gently touched Shu Wanwan's face.
Wiped away the tears that shouldn't have been there.
Dai Yan withdrew her hand and held Shu Wanwan's hand again, trying hard to force a smile.
Shu Wanwan gently patted the back of Dai Yan's hand, giving her a little comfort.
Then they turned around and left this somewhat sad place.
Opening their eyes, the sunlight in the training room shone on them, dispelling the shadows in their hearts.
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In the silent training room, there was a sudden "bang" sound.
It broke the tranquility in the villa in the western suburbs.
Bai Xuan, who had been waiting at the stairs, was at a loss as to what to do by the sudden noise.
He subconsciously moved his ears, trying to catch more sounds.
“There’s a sound!!”
Bai Xuan turned his head with an alert look at Ye Linfeng who was also sitting on the ground at the door, and spoke in a low voice.
Ye Linfeng was also startled when he heard this, and quickly stood up from the ground, his face full of confusion.
"Why didn't I hear anything?"
"Nonsense, your hearing is not good, but I am a spiritual pet with ears like antennas." Bai Xuan rolled his eyes at him.
"Are they back? Let's go in and take a look!!"
Ye Linfeng didn't care what Bai Xuan said and had no intention of arguing with him.
At this moment, several painful wails came from Bai Xuan.
Ye Linfeng had already stretched out his hand to open the door, but then he retracted it and looked in the direction of Bai Xuan.
I saw Bai Xuan moving his feet with difficulty, holding his thigh with one hand and holding the handrail of the corridor tightly with the other hand.
Every time he took a step, he would groan "ouch ouch" and looked very embarrassed.
"My legs...are numb..." Bai Xuan explained with a grin, and the expression on his handsome face was quite wonderful.
Hearing this, Ye Linfeng couldn't help but frown, and his expression became a little disgusted.
"How could this guy be so careless?"
Bai Xuan raised his head and protested, "What nonsense are you talking about? I haven't moved for three days, how can I not be numb?"
Then he lowered his head and looked at his useless legs.
"Just like you, I go downstairs every day to eat and take a walk."
"I'm a human being!! How can I live without eating?!"
Ye Linfeng was planning to retort, but seeing Bai Xuan's pitiful appearance, he hesitated.
He couldn't help but ask, "Is it serious?"