After the divorce, my ex’s brother became very possessive of me.

Chapter 462: There is one place in the body that hurts more

Nian Zhi struggled for a while, not daring to move. She always covered her belly with her hands. Her flat belly always gave her a very safe and secure feeling.

She doesn't seem to have any problems, so her baby must be safe too.

And the doctor didn't say anything just now, he just asked her to come into the ward to rest. Her child must be fine.

But why has it been so long and Wen Jing still hasn’t come? Where are others?

She was half sitting on the bed, her tired eyes always staring at the closed ward door.

When someone pushed the door open and came in, Nian Zhi went to bed almost instantly. She struggled to get up because there was a small corner at the entrance. When the door was pushed open, her line of sight was blocked. She was eager to know. The person who came in was Song Wenjing. He jumped forward and saw Song Wenjing holding the doorknob with one hand and entering sideways.

"...Wen Jing."

Nian Zhi called out eagerly, a rare trace of joy appearing on her pale face.

As soon as Song Wenjing turned around, he saw Nian Zhi sitting half on the bed. He knew very well that her body could not move at all now. He quickly stepped forward, pressed her shoulders with both hands, and asked her to lie back on the hospital bed. .

When the man spoke, his voice was a little hoarse. No matter how well he concealed it, the low mood was still lingering around him vaguely, "...how do you feel? Don't move around and lie down."

Nian Zhi now looks like a ceramic doll that was smashed and then mended with difficulty. She self-righteously believes that she is still "perfect" without any scars.

"...I'm fine, I'm fine. What's wrong with you? Why do you look so ugly?"

In fact, people are like this. There are some things that self-hypnosis wants to deceive herself, but she cares too much about the reactions of people around her. Of course she knows her own body best, but she doesn't want to admit some things, and she doesn't want to feel them. Some feelings, so she was too eager and just wanted to use the man she trusted most to help herself determine some things.

Nian Zhi grabbed Song Wenjing's wrist with her backhand, but unexpectedly found that the shirt on his body was all wet. She frowned, raised her neck, and looked at him with some difficulty, "...Wen Jing, why are your clothes so wet?" Wet? Your eyes... are also a little red, what's wrong? Did something happen? "

Song Wenjing lowered her eyes and looked condescendingly at the woman on the bed. Her spirit was actually very nervous and her expression was abnormal, but in the depths of her dark eyes, there was expectation.

He knew what she was expecting——

She expected that he could give her the most perfect answer. Song Wenjing's heart ached sharply. He felt like there was a fly in his throat, and he couldn't swallow it, couldn't spit it out, and couldn't describe the taste.

But he had to think of a way to explain this matter clearly.

He didn't want her to suffer any blow, but he knew very well that this kind of thing couldn't be hidden at all. She would know it sooner or later. If he had to pass this level, she would have to pass it too.

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Song Wenjing reached out and tugged on his collar. He lifted up his trousers and sat on the edge of the bed. The man's slender fingers slowly brushed the woman's frowning eyebrows. His hoarse voice made him feel very depressed, "... ...Baby, I know you are actually a very brave person. In fact, I really should say 'I'm sorry' to you. I have always felt that I can control everything. As long as I want you, I will definitely be able to. Protect you well. I have always vowed to say this to you before. Now I realize that I have actually done nothing and made you suffer too much. I'm sorry, baby. But you are in my heart. ——”

He grabbed her soft little hand and pressed it to his chest. In the deep pain, accompanied by sincere feelings, he said, "——You are unique. I love you. No matter what you become, I will love you." You. So you don’t need to suppress your emotions. If you have any dissatisfaction, you can vent it to me. I..."

"Wen Jing, what are you talking about?"

Nian Zhi blinked and interrupted Song Wenjing in confusion, with a look of disapproval on his face, "...Why are you so polite and apologizing to me? I understand...Are you sad because of the elevator accident?" Don’t worry, am I fine?”

She raised a faint smile to Song Wenjing with relief, and said in a relaxed manner: "It's really nothing. Besides, I can't blame you. It's my own fault. I shouldn't have disobeyed you. But at that time, I really I can't get through your phone call, and I'm also anxious to see my dad... But this matter has passed, and I don't have anything to do now. Don't blame yourself, I..."

"Nian Zhi!"

"........."

"Nian Zhi, look into my eyes and tell me, do you really think your body is fine? Do you really think there is nothing wrong with you?"

Song Wenjing pinched her thin shoulders with both hands and looked at this self-deceiving woman with furrowed eyebrows. He calmed his breath slightly and just wanted to use the softest way to let her slowly accept this cruel reality, "Baby, you Don't be like this, eh? Be obedient, look into my eyes, tell me where you feel uncomfortable? Don't hold back, you have to believe me, no matter what, I will be by your side, and I will never-- "

"What's wrong with me?!"

Nian Zhi's face suddenly turned cold. Her eyebrows, which were originally frowned, became even tighter now. A hint of anger gradually appeared on her pale face. She bit her lip and reached out to push Song Wenjing's hand away. , was really angry, "What on earth are you talking about? Why do you have to make me admit that I'm uncomfortable? Am I not very good? Wen Jing, what's wrong with you? Look at me, I'm very good, what am I? Nothing happened, our baby is fine too..."

"Nothing."

"........."

Nian Zhi's face suddenly changed dramatically. Her dark eyes widened, and the expression on her face slowly began to change slightly. In the end, she looked like a ceramic doll that had been broken before. , and then deceived himself into thinking that it was mended, but now he was thrown to the ground hard again.

There is a feeling of a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

But she didn't shed a single tear. She just stared at Song Wenjing for a moment, as if she didn't hear what he just said at all. The feeling of confusion was like being withdrawn into a closed space. It seemed to be true - even breathing and heartbeat stopped.

Yes, she wanted time to stop at this moment. She knew nothing, heard nothing, and nothing happened.

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Song Wenjing was even more worried when he saw her like this. Doctor Xiao had told him before that Nian Zhi's current situation was very unstable. She was a first-time mother, and so many things had happened one after another these days. Let alone a woman who is pregnant for the first time, even a normal person would probably collapse.

But she had been working hard to adjust herself. When she put all the cruel truth behind her for the sake of her child, she didn't want to see another pair of cruel hands drag her in again.

He knew very well how much pressure she was under, and the loss of this child had aroused all the pressure deep inside her.

But the way she is now doesn't seem to be releasing her pressure and pain at all. She has been holding it back, and it has accumulated in her scarred heart, which will make her even more painful.

Song Wenjing was very worried about her, and tightened the fingers on her shoulders slightly. The air pressure around her was too low, which made it uncomfortable for everyone, "...Nian Zhi, I know you can't accept it, and I can't accept it, but this is The truth...I'm sorry, don't keep silent, any emotions you have can be vented to me, don't hold it in like this, Nian Zhi."

Nian Zhi sat there in a daze. She had always felt that she was in good condition and had no problems. But now, she realized belatedly that her head was a little dizzy. Her vision was a little blurry, including her lower abdomen, which seemed to be a little sore...

However, even if this is the case, it is impossible to say that her baby is gone. She can feel it, she can feel that the baby still exists in her body, breathing with her, and feeling the world together, 10 The baby will not be born until several months later, and then she will give him the best of everything in the world.

She never knew that she actually liked children so much.

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"...Today is not April Fool's Day. Why are you making such a joke on me?"

Her eyes turned red, she pushed Song Wenjing away, turned sideways quickly, and lay on the bed with her back to him. She pulled the thin quilt aside forcefully and covered her face with her voice. Muffled, choking with a bit of stubbornness——

"Stop talking about it. This joke is not funny at all. I...I'm ready to rest. I've been working hard for several hours. I'm tired. I need to take a good rest. The doctor also said that I need to take a good rest in the first three months." Protect your child... Wen Jing, I'm going to sleep first. You can go do your own work, don't worry about me, I have nothing to do. "

She refused to accept the reality. She was still hiding in her own world, trying to figure it out. What Song Wenjing was most afraid of was that she was like this. The man's upright figure stood motionless beside her, his scarlet eyes staring at that person. The helpless feeling on the cold back of his head was like a tide, wishing to drown him.

His Adam's apple rolled up and down, his hands at his sides clenched into fists, and his whole body was tense.

There are some things that really cannot be left unsaid.

"...Nian Zhi, I know you don't want to accept it, but you have to accept it. You are a brave person. Don't do this, okay? It's my fault. It's all my fault. But don't torture yourself like this. you listen to me……"

She slowly leaned down and placed her hands on both sides of her pillow. The man's breath was very close to her, and his deep voice had always had a reassuring magic for her, but now, What he said made her disgusted——

"...Baby, it's really gone. Our child is gone. You have to accept this reality. If you have any discomfort, you can vent it to me, but don't hold it in. Nian Zhi, just cry. , cry out..."

"——Go away! Go away! Go away!"

As soon as Song Wenjing finished speaking, the woman on the bed jumped up like a cat with fried fur. Song Wenjing was afraid that she would hurt herself, so she naturally stepped back, and Nian Zhi stretched out her hand. She slapped him directly in the face, her eyes were red, and she yelled, "...You lied to me, I don't believe it! My child is still there! Why did you lie to me? It's all fake! Song Wenjing , you tell me that they are all false, otherwise I will not forgive you - tell me now, you tell me that what you just said was just to tease me, and I will forgive you, just tell me!"

At the end of her words, her sharp voice turned into sobs, almost pleading. Tears welled up quickly, and then like broken pearls, they crackled and slid down her cheeks. With trembling hands, she stood tightly. Holding Song Wenjing's sleeves, she waved feebly, "...please, please, I don't believe...it can't be true...I was dreaming just now, and I was dreaming about our child... ...I like my daughter very much. God has been very good to me. She is really a daughter. They all say that a daughter follows her father. She looks a lot like you, especially those eyes, which are very bright. When she smiles, she is very beautiful. You hug her. She refused to let go... You told me that you also liked your daughter very much. You said thank you to me for giving you such a beautiful daughter... I really dreamed about it. I could feel that the child was still alive. In my belly, why is it not there? You lied to me, right? Ah? Wen Jing... I beg you, please don't be so cruel, okay? Don't be so cruel, don't..."

Her whole body was trembling, but she finally cried. But the tears flowed too fast, and her bedsheets quickly became wet. She kept tugging on Song Wenjing's shirt sleeves with both hands. By the end of the sentence, she was sobbing. .

Song Wenjing could not forget Nian Zhi at this moment for many years to come.

He felt that the end of the world was probably just like this - looking at the woman he loved, crying all the time, begging for himself, even if it was just to weave her a beautiful dream that she could long for, her voice was choked and broken. I said unbearably, please...

He didn't know that the words "please" were really as heavy as a thousand pounds, pressing on the apex of a person's heart, making him breathless and uncomfortable, as if someone was holding a knife and pointing it at him. His heart was stabbed hard one by one.

He must have committed a sin in his previous life, and he would need to use his own children to pay off the debt in this life.

sorry Sorry……

He said it over and over again in his heart, but he could no longer utter a complete word. He was very afraid that his emotions would collapse. His deep eyes were already so red that he could only He squatted down, stretched out his hands to hold the emotionally out-of-control woman in his arms, and let her flutter in his arms. Even if she hated her so much that she bit his wrist, he didn't feel any pain at all.

As long as she feels comfortable.

Because there was a place in his body that hurt more.