in2ebook Chapter 231: Die When You Have Nothing
Chapter 231: Die When You Have Nothing
“This should have been a multi-million lottery ticket that paid off after all the hard work!”
"But it attracted a profit-driven earth-moving truck! It crushed all my hopes in half!"
"Everything in that world has nothing to do with me anymore!"
"I'm dead! I'm dead!"
The woman's unwilling cry echoed in the vast wilderness!
Chu Shiyu's heart trembled violently, and it felt like a knife cutting him! It hurt so much that he could hardly breathe!
He had anticipated that Liu Rusi came into this world because of death...but the suffocating pain in his chest...he still had no power to resist!
Just like before, when I heard about Ruan Qing's suicide outside of Xingzhou City, I felt heartbroken! At this time, it was even worse! At that time, perhaps I had replaced Liu Rusi with Ruan Qing...
At this moment, hearing about her death in her previous life with her own ears! Chu Shiyu felt as if his soul was torn apart, and he was in so much pain that he wanted to die!
Fortunately...
His medicine, his only hope of survival, is saving him all the time!
Her body temperature soothed his heartache through his chest! Her breath penetrated his lungs and relieved his suffocation!
She is alive, moving, and intact, in his arms!
The shadow of death cannot be dispelled, it can only settle in silence in the heart...
In each other's embrace, things gradually calmed down...
After calming down for a long time, Liu Rusi felt for the first time that Chu Shiyu's hug, which was so tight that it hurt her, was actually so reassuring...
After calming down a bit, she continued to express her inner feelings without reservation...
"Actually, at the beginning... until that summer vacation..."
"I secretly hope that... after seeing my excellence, they will realize what's wrong and take me home..."
"But after a long period of suffering and repeated disappointments, I gradually faced the reality. I didn't want to accept it, but I had to accept it."
"I've thought about this... My wish to have the mother beg me to save her newborn daughter is probably impossible..."
"But I should still work hard to become excellent. This path won't be wrong."
"Of course, I no longer hope that they will take me home! What I hope is that they will see that I have achieved success and fame, and then realize their own sins and shame! I want to see their expressions of regret!"
"I have fantasized many times... When I stand in the hall surrounded by thunderous applause and flowers, they come and try to recognize me as their child, but are spit on and accused by the guests."
"And I told them it was too late."
"Hahahaha...it's a very refreshing and naive fantasy, right?" Liu Rusi couldn't help laughing, and tears and tears mixed with her laughter.
Drops of water rolled down her cheeks, proving that this was a failed self-mockery.
"But I'm dead... These ridiculous fantasies and delusions that supported me to move forward will never be realized again!"
Liu Rusi looked at her hands, her voice trembling with tears: "I died when I still had nothing! I died on the eve of entering a glorious future!"
"If I'm going to have a funeral, if they're going to go..."
"What I see is still the humble me..."
Chu Shiyu was so distressed that he could not express it in words, but he could only hold her tightly. His throat ached and he could not find any words to comfort her. Death was the ending that would destroy everything.
“Death is really scary…”
"But the most terrifying thing is not death itself, but the fact that all hatred, all ideals, and all revenge ended at that moment..."
"I always thought I was strong and nothing could make me give in..."
"But at that moment, I was completely defeated..."
"There will never be a chance to stand up again..."
The convulsions from crying made her speechless. Chu Shiyu patted her back gently, and his gentle gesture told her that she could cry as much as she wanted.
Liu Rusi felt it and stopped suppressing herself...
She knew that she could cry until her tears ran out...
...
The moon in the sky had its brilliance taken away from it at some point in time.
The sun had risen, and even if it was just the first light of dawn, it made the bright moon look dim.
The coldness of the earth is at its peak, and the winter frost has already climbed onto the clothes and hats of young men and women.
As the smoke from the crowd rose in the distance, Liu Rusi regained her composure... If you didn't look at her red and swollen eyes, her expression could be described as calm and relaxed...
She sat up a little straighter, turned around and looked at the man she had been complaining to all night...
"Hahaha...my snot has frozen into ice..."
Liu Rusi's red and swollen eyes narrowed into slits as she smiled, and she reached out to pat off the icy residue from the various liquids on the man's body...
The big hand held the small hand, stopping her from slapping. Chu Shiyu chuckled and said, "Don't slap it, it's dirty. Just change it later."
Liu Rusi gave up easily and stood up, but snorted: "I cried all the way, is it dirty?"
"That's not what I meant!"
Chu Shiyu quickly argued, and at the same time hurriedly stood up and wrapped his outer cloak around her, and then complained a little aggrievedly: "Why do you always have two sets of excuses for everything?"
"Huh?" Liu Rusi was puzzled.
"In the dream when I had a fever... you deliberately snotted on me, and then complained that I was dirty..." Chu Shiyu pretended to be aggrieved, but he didn't have the confidence. How could being complained about by her be considered a grievance?
Liu Rusi disagreed: "You must have done something to make me angry, that's why I said that."
Hearing this, Chu Shiyu actually felt a little depressed... He couldn't interfere with what happened in the dream, but it was a mirror...
He saw that without Qin Lie's guidance, he couldn't even make her look back at him gently, let alone make her confess her past life...
Liu Rusi didn't know Chu Shiyu's specific thoughts, but she could see Chu Shiyu's depression, so she comforted him softly: "Different experiences and different relationships will cause changes in my attitude and words..."
"How's the word? Change with the times." Liu Rusi said jokingly.
Chu Shiyu wanted to respond to her witty words and complain about her, but when the words came to his lips, he still spoke frankly: "No matter how good you are to me, I accept it... As long as I can stop you from getting hurt and crying, I am willing to do anything."
Liu Rusi felt the sincere love and said shamelessly: "I just love to cry, what can you do?"
Chu Shiyu paused and sighed helplessly: "What else can I do? I can wipe your tears and let you wipe your nose..."
"Ha ha ha ha…"
Liu Rusi smiled wantonly, raised her hands towards the tall and mighty man, and said in a tender voice: "Carry me back, I don't want to walk anymore."
"it is good!"
The strong arms immediately picked up the beloved and carried him horizontally!
This is exactly what Chu Shiyu wanted! If she didn't want to, he would have wanted to hold her all the time and not let go!